So Retarded.

In Christ forever I stand, I will believe.

2012-01-08T23:16:00.000+08:00

I started to think if taking up my degree was a right decision I made. I had many friends who didn't believe in me and kept telling me that it is tough to work and study at the same time. But I also had friends like Lina who believed in me and stood by me a 110%. She was always there to encourage me whenever I was facing difficulties. Sure enough I had my own struggles whenever I had assignments to complete and work loads to complete. There were times where I started to give up and there were times where I would just breakdown.

But I worked hard.; With sacrifices made.

Lina used to call and bug the shit outta me, reminding me to finish my assignments. She probably knows I have very bad time management skills so she used to calculate how many words I should write per hour. Heh. It was little things like these that kept me going.

I didn't believe in myself but there was someone out there that believed in me.

Results for the two modules that I completed in 2 months came a few days ago. Given how rushed some assignments were done because of the crazy workload I had at work, a simple pass would have been enough for me.

But because I have such a gracious Lord, he gave me more than what I deserve.

My heart right now is filled with so much thankfulness and I am looking forward for my next two modules that I will be taking next month. I know February is going to be a crazy month with two modules (4 assignments) to complete and a Conference to attend, but I look forward to it.

It is going to be tough (and I might have another breakdown again) but I believe I will take on these modules with great joy because I have an awesome friend who believes in me and a Lord who is so gracious and merciful!

Change.

2012-01-05T00:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY EARLY BDAY IN CASE YOU ARE FEELING LONELY IN SL.

2011-12-25T21:55:00.000+08:00

Feliz Navidad!

2011-12-24T20:13:00.000+08:00

Hohoho, it's Christmas Eve and I've been too busy to even notice! Managed to get everything I pretty much needed done with, though there were a few hiccups here and there like how I forgot to bring my house keys home last night.

Here I am sitting in the airport waiting for the gates to open. I actually feel happy and excited going to Sri Lanka this time (: It's a well desereved break for me. Gonna have to come back and face reality after 9 days though.

So yeah, I'm spending my Christmas in the airport/plane/sky. Hoping to see a sky full of stars and perhaps Santa in his sleigh! Heh, Merry Christmas everyone! See you when I'm 19!

Tick Tock

2011-12-19T21:44:00.002+08:00

It's only Monday and I'm already feeling exhausted! My Mum just left last night and that was when it struck me. I hadn't realized that I had only one week left till I fly. Just one more week till I finally get to take a break from all this so I gotta hang on real tight. My schedule's fully packed and I have a ton of things to do before I leave. I've got a movie date, gotta get my nails done, 2 Christmas parties and got to collect my study materials. Oh, and pack my luggage as well! Then there's stuff at work that I gotta settle before I leave but don't even get me started on that.

My plan to take a few days off work and go to USS as well as watch Wicked the Musical never happened because no one had time to spare (especially me). Even if we did, our timings didn't seem to fall into place ): My plan to party with colleagues never happened either. Right now, every thing's being postponed to next year. Beginning to think if it'll ever happen..

I can't believe how fast time is flying. I'm turning 19 in exactly 10 days and just thinking about it makes me feel really old. If only the clock would stop ticking~

Shattered

2011-12-18T00:32:00.000+08:00

It's true you know, that whatever I do I screw it all up in the end.

I gave my pretty glitter globe a shake after coming home from Church to watch the glitter beautifully fall down through the water. But instead, it slipped out of my hands and shattered into pieces as it hit the floor. All I could do was stare hopelessly at the mess I had just made.

It has only been a little more than 24 hours since I got it and I just had to be such a klutz! What's the point of giving me another one?! I might just end up breaking it again. After all, whatever I do, I screw it all up, don't I?

Snow Globes

2011-12-17T00:26:00.000+08:00

I just blogged about how snow globes are really nice to look at yesterday and today, I got one (well it's a glitter globe really) during a gift exchange session I had with my Cell group. Though it's small, it's so pretty I could stare at it for ages and not get bored.

I promise to cut my nails till they are short and horrendous to look at next year so that I can start playing the guitar. It's not that I don't know how to play the guitar but rather I can't finger the chords properly. I refuse to cut them for vanity's sake. My goal is to be able to play the guitar for my children next year so I promise to get them cut short.

2011-12-15T22:03:00.001+08:00

Things like this always leads to disappointments. It leaves me feeling hopeless when things don't work out even though I know that it wouldn't from the very beginning. It leaves me feeling ugly both inside and out. It makes me think that maybe there is something wrong with me and that sucks. It's like I am never good enough for anyone. Whatever I do, I screw it up.

Anyway, I think snow globes, musical boxes and lava lamps are really nice to look at.

Last Friday Night (Part 1)

2011-10-15T02:14:00.003+08:00

Man, I knew it was gonna be pretty damn crazy once October arrived and I was right. I felt like utter shit during the very first week of October. Was tryna get everything in order for Children's Day celebrations (I honestly hate it when people change plans at the every last minute but that's a whole new other story) plus there were so many other things. Like I was getting stressed with school and the pile of readings that I was required to read, and there was prom night which was another headache, I had children leaving so reports had to be completed, children's concert drawing nearer and I have yet to settle costumes.. So many things to get done but so little time, I eventually just broke down. I started thinking if deciding to take up a degree was a right choice I made but even if it wasn't, there was nothing I could do about it.

Well, even with all the unwanted drama, I had to man up because life still goes on aye? Decided to conquer one thing at a time and the first was Children's Day celebrations! Which, praise the Lord!, was a major success! I was practically half-dead after everything but what mattered most was that the kids were happy! (:

I went a little crazy after all my duties in the evening and started blasting music in the Teachers' room. The director was there too and she probably would have thought I'm some sort of psychotic clubbing bitch because I was blasting music like I'm Sexy & I Know It by LMFAO which has this erotic (if that's what you call it) beat to it and Peacock by Katy Perry which just goes "Come on baby let me see, whatchu' hiding underneath.. I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock!"

Anyway~ It started pouring all of a sudden and the few teachers Ms Leah, Ms Nurul, Ms Seri, Lao Shi and myself ended up being stranded in school since none of us had umbrellas. Well, Lao Shi had hers but she decided to hang with us for a while, heh. Ended up using our phones to blast music and Ms Leah started telling us about the crab dance so with the use of technology, we went on Youtube through our phones to look for the Red Crab Dance. Go look it up! It's hilarious and infectious! Seeing the crabs do their dance would make you wanna boogie too! So yeah, we all ended up doing the crab dance! Hahahaha man, can't wait for Bali. Imagine all the crazy shit we're gonna do! Eventually the rain started to simmer down and we decided to leave BUT~ As we were about to leave we realized that the air-con in the office had not been switched off because the green light was still on, uh-oh! I saw it too and we were all planning on calling down one of the senior teachers who holds the keys to come down but then nah, Ms Nurul was on Saturday duty so she said she'll come in and switch it off tomorrow.

Fast forward to Saturday morning and guess what?!?! I received the creepiest news ever!!! Ms Nurul had gone back for her duty on Saturday and remembering the air-con that we had all forgotten to switch off the previous day, she went into the office to turn it off but.. IT WASN'T ON! :O Okay, creepy or what?! I had goosebumps after Ms Nurul told me what happened! I saw the green light and everything with my very own eyes that the air-con was left on! Plus we were the last ones to leave school and now you're coming and telling me that you're the first one to arrive in school and the air-con was actually switched off?! No comments..
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After we all left school and went our separate ways, I went to meet Lina Goh. Shall blog about that in my next post, Last Friday Night (Part 2) but here's a preview.

Muhahahahah!

Seventeen

2011-09-25T15:07:00.002+08:00

In this month's issue,

Ey, young hommie watcha trippin' on?

2011-09-25T14:19:00.000+08:00

Wow, I just realised that I am totally packed from now till December. So much for using up my leave and going on a holiday aye? I can't find a week where I don't have something going on. & I'm trying to find a Friday where I can take a day off to go spend it at USS or something but I can't even find a Friday to sacrifice! That's how crazy packed I am right now!! Starting from October it's just gonna be thing after thing after thing. & If there ain't no thing going on, I still can't take leave 'cause my Lao Shi has already taken leave. On top of that, I'm starting school in 2 weeks and I'm sorta freaking out! Sighhhhhhh.

Am probably gonna take the 28th of November off since I'm involved in Prom Night again this year and it's falling on a Sunday. Still trying to find a Friday so that I could go to USS with Lina & Reih! ): Seems like right now the only Friday I'm free is on the 21st of October! Hope that the two of them would be free too! *fingers crossed!*
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Aside from all that, X Factor is so awesome! Hehheh. Chris Rene & Melanie Amaro totally blew me away. Plus I am sooooo digging Chris Rene's original song! Ey, young hommie watcha trippin' on. Looking at life like how did I get it wrong~

EDIT/
Oh my goodness!! I tweeted early this afternoon about Melanie Amaro stating "Just watched 18 year old Melanie Amaro from Miami perform on X factor and wow, I think America just found their winner!" and get ready for this.. She actually replied me saying 'awww :) thank you !" I'm not sure if she is the real Melanie though. Could be some fake account created by some fan of some sort but seeing her tweets, I think that she is the real deal!!!! Wow, totally wasn't expecting for her to see it or anything. This is totally uncalled for!

Jac,

2011-09-23T20:38:00.001+08:00

I hate how you've found new friends to laugh with. Okay, I know this is just plain jealousy but it sucks to know that I was once that someone who used to laugh with you.

I hate how you've suddenly become this mature, responsible person. Not that you've not been mature and responsible in your secondary school days (heh!) but that fact that you're now scolding me for my childish behaviours when it should be the other way round is not the Jiaxin I once knew.

I hate how you spent more time with Ian and ignored me after graduating from secondary school. (Bet you didn't know that, did you?) Okay this is personal, but I guess I backed out a little because everyone in Hoola had someone and y'all went on Zoo trips together and what not leaving me alone ):

I hate how you've suddenly become an exercise freak! :O How you've suddenly lost so much weight and look so much slimmer now. Good on you though, really! Just that now I feel like a fat loser now ): I honestly have body issues right now and it sucks. I'm secretly hoping that you'd bring me along on all your exercise whatever thingums so that I too could shed some fats!

I hate how we're not (for the lack of a better word) clicking anymore. Get what I mean? You and I were always of the same um, calibre. Doesn't seem like it anymore. Every time we go out it seems weirdly awkward. Do you feel the same? Like, we have nothing much to talk about anymore. Perhaps it's because we hardly hang out anymore?

I hate how we've drifted. How someone else has taken my place.
I hate how we fight over the littlest things these past months.
I hate how we're not as understanding towards each other as compared to when we were in secondary school.

But no matter how much I hate you, a part of me will always always love you!

Jiaxin

2011-09-12T00:28:00.000+08:00

Thank you. Thank you for taking that first step. I know it took you a lot of courage to write that so thank you for breaking the ice. Thank you for that post, at least I now know that you do think of me too!

You have no idea how much I miss you. I visit your blog and Facebook page everyday to see what you have been up to since you're not there to update me about your life. I honestly don't know what happened to us. But those sore moments that we had hurt me a lot. & True enough it made me hate you. Hate you till the point that I didn't wanna see you anymore. I wanted to avoid you as much as I could because if I were to see you, I'd be reminded of the sore moments and I'd start thinking about us and what we had shared and that would have hurt. I didn't want to be hurt so I thought that the easiest way was to just simply runaway from reality and not face the problem.

But you know, running away didn't solve anything because everything I did reminded me of you. Every time I look through my blog archives, all I see is your name and the stupid things we did. Every photo or letter I pick up has you in it. Every time my Ipod's on shuffle and Teenagers, Candyman, Teardrops on my Guitar or Tattoo starts playing, I remember you. My room is filled with all sorts of things you have given me during our secondary school days; That worm you drew me with the apple, that coaster you made me with my name on it, the letter you wrote to me about you flying to Canada because you're terminally ill..

I miss us too, but to be honest, I don't think us could be salvaged anymore. We've tried many times and yeah, we didn't try hard enough. But why? Why didn't we try hard enough? Because our friendship isn't that important anymore since we have new friends now? Is that it? I think we need to come to face the fact that both of us have changed, for the better and for the worst. Remember how I used to get mad at you for being irresponsible and what not? Well, look at us now! It's you getting mad at me for being irresponsible and stupid!

I'm sorry too. I'm sorry for being selfish and thinking that you were just being petty; getting mad at me for the littlest things. I'm sorry for thinking that you're the one at fault and that you're not being understanding towards me. I'm sorry for putting all the blame on you and thinking that I'm right all the time.

This isn't what I want. I don't want for us to end but truthfully, I don't think we can continue being us. I don't think we can continue being who we were; Dinali and Jiaxin, the craziest bitches in school. & Trying isn't going to get us anywhere.

So let's stop trying and start over. Ms Dinali and Jac; A teacher who loves children and a girl who loves cooking and outdoor adventures. Let's start over shall we? Bury the life we had three years ago deep down and start anew. Perhaps when we've gotten things back on track, we could piece things together and reminisce and laugh about the dumb times we had fighting. What do you say?

Holidays~

2011-09-11T17:52:00.000+08:00

So I have about 10 days leave plus the weekend that makes it 12 days of leave that I have yet to claim. I can't claim them till it's end of September since I'm still on probation. I'm going to Bali in October for a staff retreat with the rest of my colleagues and I'm going to Sri Lanka during the last week of December for Chirstmas and the New Year as usual. I thought I could keep my leave for the end of the year so that I could take a long vacation during the last weeks of December but i just heard that I ain't allowed to take leave during the second last week of December. Apparently no one is allowed to take leave because we all have to come back to school to prepare stuff for next year.

It's no point going, coming back and then going again so I was thinking of using my leave and going somewhere in November. Wanted to go to Australia and visit my sister but she said that she won't be able to entertain me since she'll be working. Then I thought of Canada but I'll be wasting time traveling and 12 days is too short to spend in Canada. So I thought of Japan! My sister went there in January and my Mum in June. I would have gone with my Mum if it wasn't for work ): I've got tonnes of family friends there and they're bound to take great care of me! If I go, I'd be able to go to Disneyland and Disney Sea too! Heeheehee!

Was talking to my parents just now and trying to plan my awesome getaway when they reminded me about school and assignments. SIGHHHHH. I wonder what life is going to be like when I start school. Certainly not going to be easy but I trust God that I'll be able to pull through everything! I need to stay strong!!! Shall see how tough it gets in October when I start and then perhaps from there I'll decide on whether I should go to Japan. So for now, I'ma hold that thought (:

S95!

2011-09-07T00:30:00.002+08:00

This sexy camera is now mine man! I probably should name it but I can't think of anything nice. Been contemplating on buying a new camera for ages and I finally made up my mind. I didn't buy it at the IT show though. I heard it was going for $599 with a lot of free gifts and what not but I guess spending an extra $16 was worth since I didn't have to deal with the crowd. & Being in a crowded area with hundreds of Singaporeans is a definite NO for me.

I love it 'cause it's so stylish and takes really awesome photos! It actually has a matte finish which makes it really unique and nice to hold/touch. It even has all the fun functions a normal camera would have like smart shutter, poster effect, colour accent & colour swap, nostalgic, fish-eye, miniature effect and the other normal stuff. They even gave me a pretty cool case for the camera. I initially didn't like it 'cause it's fadish-brown in colour and being me, I wanted something black and stylish-looking. Heh. But Jia Jing & Jia Chiu kept saying that they love it 'cause the colour makes the case look very vintage-ish so I guess I sorta grew to love it too! (:

Was deciding between Powershot G12 and S95 but I eventually went for S95 'cause I like pocket-ability. I like traveling light instead of carrying bulky cameras around just to snap photos. Couldn't imagine myself lugging around a DSLR.

So yay! I love my new camera. I'm not throwing my Ixus away though. Still gonna very much put that into use. Ixus gave me a shock 'cause it started having all sorts of lens correction errors immediately after I bought S95 ): It's fine now but I hope it stops giving me problems. Maybe it's jealous and is throwing tantrums in hope that I'd use it more than S95. Hahahaha okay I think I need sleep.

Bad Times

2011-09-02T14:31:00.003+08:00

Sigh, my past two weeks have been bad enough as it is already. I wonder when would things get better. I need to stop devaluing myself and thinking that I'm not good enough. I need to get back up on my feet and continue proving myself to people. Shouldn't I be working harder so that I could feel better about myself? Why am I being such a sadist devaluing myself and feeling horrible about myself? Sometimes I think to myself, I'm only 18. I should be involved in all the high school drama, not this, because this is just too much for me to handle. 60% of my life is dedicated to work, 20% is dedicated to Church, 10% is dedicated to my social life and the final 10% is dedicated to my family. Whatever is going to happen when I start school in a month's time? I probably would have to give up my social life and family time just to get through with university.

Cook & Share A Pot of Curry Day #Part 2

2011-08-22T23:10:00.005+08:00

So people have been saying that my previous post didn't make sense. I think it makes perfect sense though! I used dog meat because I am talking about China people that are living in this country. Who said that I'm talking about Singaporeans?! The whole point of this curry day was because a family from China complained about Singaporean Indians and the smell of curry! FAMILY FROM CHINA. DOG MEAT. See the point now?!

Lina said that the point of having this curry day is to spite the people from China which I think makes perfect sense. Look at it this way; Family comes from another country and complains about Indians and the smell of curry. So the authorities decide to have Cook & Share A Pot of Curry Day to make the Indians feel happy again. But what good does it do to the people from China that complained about the smell? They don't like they smell yet the authorities are making the whole of Singapore cook curry. So wherever these people from China go, they smell that pungent smell of curry which they dislike.

On Twitter I saw a tweet stating "Yesterday was Curry Day today is Stomachache Day" SERIOUSLY?! Shouldn't the Indians that eat curry every single day gotten stomach cancer or something already if that's the case?! That person just insulted the Indians and their curry! I think we should call in the authorities and have another Cook & Share A Pot of Curry Day to make up for it but also to spite her so that she gets another stomachache.

Cook & Share A Pot of Curry Day

2011-08-21T23:59:00.001+08:00

I don't get the point of this curry day. I don't see how it's gonna make up for anything! It's pissing me off actually.

You're tryna say that just because you cook curry today to show that we're a multi-racial society, you won't go around talking about how Indians smell of spices and curry and what not the very next day?! I bet you 1 million dollars that if I put someone in Little India for 5 hours surrounded by Indians, they're gonna start complaining! Then what, you gonna have another Cook and Share A Pot of Curry Day again?!

I know this is just probably trying to make up for what happened, but let's put it this way. I insult Chinese for eating dog meat, people call in the authorities and they come up with Cook and Share A Pot of Dog Meat Day. So here I am helpless because I did something wrong, so I agree to eating dog meat for a day. A DAY. I didn't say for the rest of my life. & After that one day, when I don't have to eat dog meat anymore, what makes you think I'm not gonna start insulting again? In fact, I think I'd go around saying far worse things like "The authorities forced me to eat dog meat! It was utterly disgusting. I don't see how Chinese consider it a delicacy!"

Pointless! Yes? No?

I'm just gonna abruptly end here 'cause I'm not looking for trouble but just voicing my thoughts. I'm not Indian and don't call me Indian (I'm supposed to be at war with them in fact!) But Curry comes from my country too and the funny thing is, I myself have been insulted before when I hardly even eat curry! How am I supposed to smell of curry when I hardly eat curry?! It's just plain narrow-mindedness!

Getting back on track!

2011-08-07T22:03:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow marks the end of fasting! I can't imagine what's gonna happen when I have Twitter and Facebook back in my life. I bet I'll come home after Day of His Power and stay on the internet till about 4am tryna catch up on what I've missed and I'll just basically end up screwing my sleeping pattern again! So I have decided to extend my fast by a few hours which means I can only go on Twitter and Facebook after I wake up on the 9th of August.

I hope getting back to my life on social media isn't going to change how I've been living my life these past 40 days. I have finally managed to fix my sleeping pattern and become a normal person by sleeping for only 8 hours instead of my usual 12 hours. I have been getting enough sleep and haven't been cabbing AT ALL and am always on time for work! I have also been using my time effectively by doing necessary things like children's port folios and other stuff instead of stalking people on Facebook and seeing what people are up to on Twitter. My finances have also been under control and I don't spend over $1000 per month like I used to.

Fasting's been great and it certainly helped me get my life back on track! (: I just hope things will stay the same if not I'm gonna have to fast again and this time, it'll be on my own accord.

The Mentalist

2011-07-23T16:28:00.003+08:00

Work's given me no time to watch my shows so after 2 months, I finally managed to actually download and finish off the last few episodes of all the shows I have been following.

I just finished watching the last two episodes of The Mentalist and I am literally shaking right now 'cause it was so good. My god, the suspense was insane. Good endings in shows/movies are hard to come by and so far the only good endings I know of are from Dexter Season 4, The Mentalist Season 3 and the movie Black Swan. Those endings are not the usual soap opera where you just bawl your eyes out or the chick flicks where someone ends up being pregnant or the happy family ending but the kind that plays with your mind, builds suspense and thrill and just leaves you shaking in shock.

40UP

2011-07-09T13:30:00.004+08:00

I'm fasting from Twitter & Facebook and I'm sorta dying from a lack of social media right now. I'm also fasting from food so I only get to eat fruits and vegetables from sunrise to sundown. It's tough 'cause I'm working with kids and all I see is food ): Takes great faith to be able to resist temptation. My first day of fasting was a major fail and I felt super bad when I ate lunch ): But hey, I managed to resist temptation and it's now day 6 of fasting and I'm doing really well! (: I also lost 3kg just by fasting for this week alone man. Hahahhaa I wonder how much I'd weigh by the end of 40 days.

I'm bored 'cause all I have is Youtube for entertainment. I'm waiting for Lina Goh to ring/text me 'cause we're supposed to watch Transformers together but she's at training!! Omg Goh, quickly end training already!

God is Awesome!

2011-06-29T23:41:00.004+08:00

Hi everybody! (: I'm so excited and happy I don't know where to start.

I think my grandparents and parents are really proud of me and my achievements! I just signed my contract today as a preschool teacher and applied for my university (currently waiting for acceptance). For an 18 year old, I'm considered to be rather established already! I wonder what would become of me as a 21 year old degree holder. Heehee!

I feel so much like a grown up because I did everything by myself. My Dad's away in Sri Lanka for a holiday and I just texted him saying "I think I just applied for University. I'm going down on Wednesday to pay the application fees." I don't know how I did that but I just did it and I'm proud because I have just decided my path for the next 2 years of my life.

I just came back from a mission trip to West Timor on Sunday and man, it was such an amazing experience. I'll be back with photos soon! But in the meantime you could always check Facebook! (;

The 4th of June.

2011-05-23T23:00:00.004+08:00

I don't know what to do so here I am tryna vent my frustrations!!!!! I like having so many things come up 'cause it's exciting knowing that you're gonna be having non-stop fun but I hate it when it all clashes! ):

So I realized I'm leaving for Malaysia in the evening on the 4th so I thought I could still rush down to Church after collecting my passport. Then today, just as I was about to apply for leave, I found out that the Parent Teacher Conference falls on the 4th of June as well! Why is everything clashing together? Even if I miss my Church camp, I'll have to go collect my passport and that means I'll be late for the Parent Teacher Conference and yeah, you get the drift. No matter what I do, it's all gonna clash.

I'm hoping to push my passport collection and Parent Teacher Conference earlier. It's a risk 'cause it means I have lesser time to prepare for everything but it's a risk I'm willing to take for God. So I hope everything's just gonna fall into place nicely and that there won't be any cock-ups! Praying hard!!!!!!!

But honestly, what's up with the 4th of June man! Apparently Joel's coming back on that day as well and I sincerely would organize for the Cell to go welcome him back or something but (if everything goes well) I'll be in Malaysia by then!

Day 09

2011-05-19T22:47:00.005+08:00

Something you're proud of in the past few days.

I figured I needed to blog but I didn't know what to write so here I am finally doing Day 09. Tough one 'cause I promised to not do this till my body clock is back to normal and it still isn't quite back to normal but I can easily say I've improved a lot.

It's been almost 3 months into work and I guess I'm proud of what I've accomplished so far. I've proved myself to so many people and I've managed to set a reputation for myself at work. I hope I won't get too complacent in time to come and would just continue to work hard. I'm already becoming a tad complacent and I'm afraid that people would think I'm slacking ): But I'm gonna keep my head up and just keep swimming in these waters that they've thrown me into.

The only time I have for myself now are the weekends and I'm contented as it is because I'm not wasting my time sleeping in like I used to. I'm also proud of the fact that I have become more disciplined because I know sleep comes before dramas! Hahaha! I am actually wayyy behind my dramas. I would usually use my weekends to catch up on them but you know, things come up sometimes and you have no choice but to save them for the following week!

So many exciting things are coming up but they're all clashing with one thing or another ):

I have a Church camp in Malaysia coming up on the 4th of June that I really wanna go for but that's the date of my passport collection ): Tryna push my appointment date but it's up to my Dad so I'm praying really hard. & On the 11th, my teachers are going to Batam but I have my graduation! Okay obviously I'd rather go for my graduation. I mean come on, it's my graduation!!!!!! So excited to see the girls and hang out with them after! Especially Syaf, miss her so much!

Live like we're dying.

2011-05-02T22:16:00.008+08:00

The beautiful scenery at East Coast!

I'm home and am half dead. My Labour's Day was literally a labour's day 'cept without the wages! Few of the Cell members & I went to catch the movie Source Code and then headed down to East Coast where we cycled for what seemed like eternity. Man, I thought it was never gonna end. I was dying and I nearly killed three people by ramming into them. (I wrote a whole paragraph about how I wasn't sorry for ramming into people just because I was tired and couldn't care less and then deleted it..)

I just got to hear some rather saddening news and it made me think.. Life's fragile. Cherish the people you love before they leave you unexpectedly. Life's such a scary thing huh? You live today and you might just die the very next day. Unable to fulfill what you've always wanted to do and unable to tell your loved ones what you've always wanted to say.

I don't know you very well but we're still one family in the kingdom of God, aren't we? Hope the angels are taking care of you and hope you're enjoying eternal life this very second! (:

Good Friday!

2011-05-02T02:41:00.005+08:00

I'm back! Heh heh heh thought I should blog before I get another scolding from Lina telling me that I should delete my blog since I'm always so lazy. So here I am putting in effort. I just finished my lesson plan for the week and I am feeling very proud of myself (: Would have slept but since I woke up at 3.30 in the afternoon today I figured I should watch a show till I get tired.

Anyway, the past few weeks have been pretty tiring but exciting with Good Friday, Easter Sunday and now Labour Day! I finally got the chance to meet up with Reihana and Lina again on Good Friday! (:

Met Reihana at Junction 8 first 'cause Lina had training in the morning. We then took a bus down to her house where I met..

Baby! Hahaha missed that dumbass dog.

& Check out my Blackberry in this photo man. It's looking sexy as hell! Hahaha love it! :P

Finally got the chance to actually get a real ride from Lina! She drove us to Udders where we had ice-cream on a waffle! It wasn't as good as the first time I tried it 'cause the waffle wasn't hot ): We bought some pie thing that I didn't like and a yummy chocolate cupcake from Gastronomia too! If you're looking for picnic food, Gastronomia is the best place to get them 'cause they have so many mini pies!

Went to the pet shop at Gardens to look at cute dogs after that and look at this furry toy poodle! Cutest shitz I have ever seeeeeeen! I'd call it furball if it were mine. It's like a cute ball of fur just running and jumping around. Hahahah! Costs freaking $3000!

Had to rush off for Cell thereafter 'cause we were having a Good Friday event. Though it was a short time spend together it was certainly fun! Hoping to meet again next Monday or something for a real picnic but Lina has training!

Oh I shall end off with another artsy shot Lina snapped. Hahaha I was actually sorta posing for this. I'ma natural! Heh heh heh!

Yeah so that was my Good Friday! (: Meeting the Cellies tomorrow for a movie and cycling at East Coast so hopefully I'll be back with more pictures! & Hopefully some pictures of my kids too! Heh heh do check out www.sodemented.tumblr.com for more photos! (:

Swagger of a champion!

2011-04-27T00:06:00.006+08:00

Like my new background? Hahaha it's MY sexy body by the way. Gotta credit Lina for that picture! Though I have no idea why she was snapping pictures of the lower half of my body (maybe she's secretly in love with me).

My sexy background has given me motivation to blog which is why I'm here posting nonsense. Hahaha man, I'm such a narcissist! No idea what else to write and it's getting late but I promise to be back with pictures!

In the meantime, enjoy my sexy body yeah? Heh heh heh! :P

Identity Crisis.

2011-04-24T21:46:00.003+08:00

I think I'm suffering from some sort of identity crisis.

I had a dinner at my Mum's friend's place yesterday. He's this big shot terrorism professor from Sri Lankan living in Singapore and he appears in news and all that. Anyway, he was curiously asking me questions after questions to find out more about me and the one question that really got me thinking was, "Is your heart in Sri Lanka or Singapore?" I just stared at him blankly and didn't know what to say. Then I realized that I actually don't know where I belong.

It's ironic because if I'm in Sri Lanka and people ask if I'm Sri Lankan, I say I'm Singaporean and start boasting about how safe the country is and what not. & If I'm in Singapore and people ask if I'm Singaporean, I say I'm Sri Lankan and go like, oh I only grew up Singapore but I was born there and my parents and all my ancestors are Sri Lankan blah blah.

I do know that I don't want to live in Sri Lanka because I'm not used to the life there. But then again, I don't want to live in Singapore either because.. I don't know why, I guess I just want to explore other possibilities? Or because I know my heart doesn't belong here and I want to find a place where I actually do belong? I really don't know. Maybe I secretly don't like it here?

All this talk about the PAP and the Opposition Party and what not, I don't get it & to be honest, I don't care. I don't even understand what's the big idea about it. Yeah it concerns the whole nation and who's going to be running Singapore (well I think that's what it's about) but so what? & Even when Sri Lanka's having their elections, so what? I don't even know what's happening in Sri Lanka right now. The last time I remember, the president was Chandrika but then she got shot or something. So they elected a new president and I think it's Rajapaksa now? Okay I might get sued for saying a president got shot but I honestly think that's what happened.

It's sad though, it's sad realizing that I don't feel a sense of belonging to a country.

My parents are Sri Lankan, I was born in Sri Lanka and I have Sri Lankan blood! But I grew up in Singapore and I own a Singapore passport. So what does that make me? Sringaporean?

So Demented.

2011-04-23T02:54:00.011+08:00

Lina's been bugging me to get a personal Tumblr just like her where I post on-the-go stuff (which would mostly be photos or random thoughts) & so I did.

I don't even know who's reading this page anymore but if you are, do check out http://sodemented.tumblr.com/ as well! (:

Since I hardly have time to sit down and blog about my life frequently anymore, I thought So Demented would be a great way to keep track of my life since I can just post stuff through my Blackberry!

Now I have soretarded.blogspot.com, soridiculous.tumblr.com, sodemented.tumblr.com and soinsane.wordpress.com. If only I could rename my Livejournal..

I'll punch the tsunami.

2011-04-18T19:57:00.003+08:00

It's been too long and so much has happened! Though work has been taking it's toll on me, the children never fail to bring me joy! (: I've only officially been in the working industry for less than 2 months and I'm already facing politics.

It's tough you know, being so young and having to survive on your own without anyone to catch you when you fall. I'm young and inexperienced, so people say, and they're all pouncing on me whenever I make a mistake. But then again I'm glad I have those who believe in me and are there to help and stand by me. They can't back me up all the time though, it's really up to me to prove everyone that someone young and inexperienced like me has so much to offer!

I have been working my ass off the past week trying my best to prove everyone wrong. I have learnt so much in these 2 months but then again, there's so much more I have yet to find out about. I reckon my hard work so far paid off 'cause the principal told me that I exceeded her expectations. It's something to be happy about but honestly I'm not that contented because I feel like I'm not doing enough. I feel like my children don't appreciate me enough, respect me enough and love me enough. I need to show results!

Okay let's not get emotional about work and children..

I've been having my share of fun meeting up with friends too! Had an exiting church camp 3 Saturday's ago with Jia Chiu, Andre and some other church peeps! Exco's met up the following Saturday along with Miss Ming & Mr Ben to celebrate Ferania's 20th & I met up with Nik, Cel & Clia last Friday for tiny dragon buns (Xiao Long Baos)!!

This week is gonna be an exciting week with Easter celebrations in school on Thursday, Good Friday celebrations with the Cellies on Friday and Easter service on Saturday! (: Sunday is my day of Sabbath where I just stay at home and sleep! Another thing to look forward to are all my lovely shows 'cause they're gonna be airing again after such a long break!

I'll leave you with one funny story that happened in school quite a while back that I just can't get enough of!

So we were on the topic of disasters and we were discussing with the children about how tsunami's are dangerous and disastrous when this little Indian expatriate boy said, "When the tsunami comes, I'll stand in front of the tsunami and punch it". I laughed so hard I nearly peed my pants man! Imagine this tiny little boy with a 10m wave towering over him, everyone's running and he's just standing there looking all fierce tryna punch the tsunami.

You gotten love em' man, you just gotta love kids!

Miss Dinali.

2011-03-09T23:42:00.008+08:00

One of the four presents Lina gave for my birthday! (:

Flyer with the family when the sister was in Singapore.

When Chantel brought cool glasses for Cell one Friday!

Eunice's birthday present to me!

Getting my hair rebonded again. Giant big grey head!

The day Lina left for Korea.

Chinese New Year at Miss Ming's place with the Exco's!

Haslinda's sister's engagement!

Cute ass things I found in my Mum's classroom.

Stole one! HAHAHHA.

Reih's birthday present to me! (:

Notice the print on the tank? GUESS WHO'S IT!

The second day of Family Day where Tania just died at Mac during breakfast!

China Glaze for the base and OPI for the tip!

Surprise I found in my wallet/purse/whateveritscalled.

MEN MEN DON DON with Nik's!

First day of work!

This is Una; She's Norwegian. She came running to me the moment she saw me and hugged me for a good 10 seconds. *heart melt*

G12 conference last week!

Korean BBQ with Hoola yesterday.

I WANT MY XIAO LONG BAOS!

First time trying Spinelli with Lina!

Children went swimming today!

This is Liam.

I haven't blogged in ages and I don't know what to start blogging about so I decided to use all the pictures in my Blackberry so that it'll roughly show what has happened during the past two months!

If you noticed my last three Blackberry pictures turned out damn awesome because I downloaded this super cool application introduced by Xiaxue which is something like Instagram! (: Lina & I were having a competition to see whether the Blackberry or Iphone is better. Hahahaha! I will always & forever love my Blackberry!

Anyway, I officially started working last Monday and I am now deemed as a working adult! I honestly don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing ): & Just yesterday I started going down to CIS for admin work so I'm working double jobs right now and it's draining all my energy.

I took the K1's yesterday for English and Art since the teacher wasn't around. Was supposed to do Math too but I had no idea what the teacher wanted so I left that out. Pretty proud of myself 'cause the children actually listened to me and I guess I led circle time well. Heehee (: Though there were some areas in which I could improve on but oh well, it's a start!

Somebody find me this please!

2011-03-07T01:16:00.002+08:00

I changed my blog layout a bit to prove that it isn't dead and I promise to blog when I have the time! In the meantime, you guys could help me keep a look out this pretty Blackberry cover that I have been searching high and low for!

We dance on.

2011-02-01T00:31:00.006+08:00

Met up with Goh last Friday for shopping at town! (:

As usual I was late so I bought macaroons from The Icing Room to make-up for it but Lina said she tried it before and it sucked. So we bought more Macaroons from Canele and decided to compare. & Omg, CANELE WON HANDS DOWN. I've never tried macaroons from The Icing Room before so I didn't know what it tasted like but after that day I swear to never buy macaroons from there ever again. It was hard and dry and artificial and just yucky.

The box that Canele's macaroons comes in is so much more prettier as compared to lousy Icing Room ones!

The macaroons are also so much more presentable!

(No photos of the Icing Room macaroons 'cause they were such a turn-off. HAHAHA!)

Back row from L-R: Hazelnut, Rose, Caramel.

Front Row L-R: Passionfruit Milk Chocolate, Orange, Dark Chocolate.

So if you're buying macaroons, never buy them from The Icing Room. I'd rather you spend an extra $1.50 and buy good quality macaroons from Canele or Bakerzin. Oh and don't buy Passionfruit Milk Chocolate please. A sour fruit and sweet chocolate seriously don't go together!

So we finally decided to devour the macaroons after much camwhoring!

This is Lina with the Caramel flavoured macaroon.

The sweetest macaroon of all.

Right, enough about macaroons. I feel like eating some now! Yummmz :P

So our shopping day surprisingly turned out to be successful and I went home a happy girl (: I had so many things in mind to buy I never thought that that one single day alone would actually be enough.

I needed to buy a new wallet, a new bag, a new watch.. All of which takes time 'cause I have to look for something that I like. & When it comes to things like that I get all choosey and picky and stuff. We still needed to shop around for Lina's headphones and get her haircut and have lunch and what not. I'm still wondering how that one day was possible to do all that.

So anyway, we found my bag at Charles & Keith all thanks to Lina! Brought my Dad&Mum down on Sunday to show it to them and I am now the proud owner of it (: I was lucky enough to get hold of the last piece! Headed for lunch and then shopped around for my wallet.

Took me long enough but I finally found this pretty thing!

It's White&Gold;The perfect colour combination. Fell in love with it the moment I saw it because of the pretty logo and it had everything I wanted, like all the different compartments and stuff!

Check out the logo.

I absolutely love love love the crown!

Sucked 'cause all the shops in town that carried this brand only had the display piece left. & When asked when stocks would come in they told me after Chinese New Year which made me very depressed. I would have settled for the display piece but they all had some sort of defect ): I didn't wanna give up though so we walked over to the Isetan at Shaw House and yeah they only had the display piece left as well. But I bought it nonetheless 'cause it was in pretty good condition other than one small defect which is sorta bugging me but lol, I'M STILL HAPPY! :D

Happy me with my gorgeous new wallet :D

So yeahhh, shopping day with Lina success! ♥

I've gotten everything I needed and I have a feeling 2011's gonna be a bang! Blackberry, hair done, wallet, bag and I even got a job at my attachment centre! So excited 'cause it means I don't have to say goodbye to my little children and I don't have to worry about adapting to a whole new work environment. I love God, I love my family, I love my friends, I love everyone! (:

I'm not saying this because I'm contended with all the materialistic things I have but I am genuinely happy because I strongly believe that 2011 is gonna be awesome and I look forward to it. Obviously not everyday's gonna be a happy day but look at the bigger picture. I see myself enjoying work, enjoying the start of my degree, enjoying spending time with God, my family and my friends and just simply cherishing every single day, living life to the fullest and just dancing on.

7 things I hate about Chinese New Year.

2011-01-31T00:47:00.006+08:00

1. The horrible songs

I reckon everyone would agree with me on this; Chinese New Year has the worst songs ever! I personally think they're demonic or something. No matter what race you are, how old you are and weather you know Chinese or not, you always find yourself singing along to it no matter how much you hate it. It literally grows on you! GONGXI GONGXI GONGXI NI ~

2. All shops are closed

Okay maybe it's because I'm a non-Chinese and what not but what is with shops being closed?! Yeah I know the people working in shops have to enjoy themselves as well but can't they do shifts or something? Poor homo sapiens like me are rotting at home with nothing to do and nowhere to go ):

3. There's nothing on TV

So yeah, I'm stuck at home and there's nothing on TV to watch either (not like there are stuff on other days to watch on TV but you get the point). What on earth am I supposed to do at home?!

4. Everyone's gone visiting.

So shops are closed, there's nothing on TV and I can't hang out with my friends 'cause they're all busy visiting! Can Chinese New Year get any worse for me?!

5. Surcharges

Okay seriously, why is Chinese New Year the only time they seem to jack up prices?! It's not like they do it during Hari Raya, Deepavali or Christmas. What's so special about Chinese New Year for all the extra charges anyway?!

6. No stocks

You want something so bad and you realize it's out of stock so you ask the promoters (or whatever those people working in shops are called) when will stocks come in and they just freaking tell you AFTER CHINESE NEW YEAR. & You're all like what the fuck is with Chinese New Year man?!

7. I celebrate CNY?!

Okay this isn't something to hate but it's annoying. People are all like, "So have you gone CNY shopping yet?" Like what the fuck man.. What part of me looks Chinese?! Even if I am, do I actually have family here to go visit and have a reunion with?! No, I don't okay! Then they're all like, "Oh but even then you could use it as an excuse to buy new clothes!" Seriously?! Dude, if I need to buy new clothes I don't need to use Chinese New Year as an excuse to buy them man!

7 things I like about Chinese New Year.

1. Free holiday

Yeah I get a free holiday though there's literally nothing to do other than laze at home!

2. Pineapple tarts

I guess I would say that the best part about Chinese New Year are the pineapple tarts. Damn, they're sooooo good.

3. Awesome friends

There'll probably be one or two awesome friends who would invite me for Chinese New Year visiting and stuff and the moment that happens I'm all like, "HALLELUJAH! No more rotting at home!"

4. Red packets

So friends invite and yeahhh, their lovely parents give $$$$. I honestly feel bad taking it but I heard it's not nice to refuse accepting it so what the heck right?!

5. Food

Some friends invite and give you awesome food to eat. Can't wait to go to Jia Jing's next Friday for Steamboat with the Cell! (:

I don't know what else is good about Chinese New Year and I guess 5 points are good enough so I'm just gonna leave it as it is.

I'm thinking what the hell.

2011-01-22T12:00:00.008+08:00

The feeling whereby you wanna know something but are too afraid to ask about it 'cause you don't wanna end up being disappointed. & No, I'm not talking about my hair this time.

Ever wanted to ask someone something so bad, say for example your crush or whatever, but you just don't wanna risk it in fear of being hurt? Yeah well, I'm sorta in that situation right now.

The moment you pluck up the courage to ask/tell, means you're hoping for the best. There's that little glimmer of hope that maybe you just might get the answer you want. When you do get the answer you want, you rejoice and it's probably the best feeling in the whole world. However, if you get the answer you weren't looking for, it's as though your heart shatters into a million pieces and all you feel is utter disappointment.

Disappointment stirs up all sorts of other feelings inside such as anger and hurt. That basically leads you to asking questions such as "why", "why not?", "why can't I?" and you find yourself searching for the most ridiculous reasons to counter-argue in hope that you'll eventually get the answer you were looking for. All this would most probably lead to that huge fight you saw coming the moment you opened your mouth.

It sucks 'cause you lost. & It feels like shit 'cause you knew you were gonna lose. & All you could do is curl up in your bed crying your heart that is now filled with disappointment, hurt, anger and regret out thinking what the hell, why is life so unfair?!

YOUR ELECTRONIC CARD FROM ME.

2011-01-20T01:04:00.003+08:00

Lina here hacking into din's blog teeheehee SURPRISEEEEE! Here's for you, stop demanding for it. & I want my earphones >>>:(

Hi dinalinaomiwickramanye (did I spell it correctly? It was from memory), happy 18^th birthday!!!

I typed this out instead of hand written because a) my hand writing sucks b) think it’s gonna be quite a long letter so my hand will cramp if I write c) I’m afraid I miss out some stuff when I write. Hahaha. Hmmm I feel like I have a lot to say to you but I bet when I type it out it’s gonna look damn little -_- Anyway.

Thanks for being such an awesome friend to Lina Goh!!! Hahahaha I really appreciate everything you have done for me, like erm actually idk what HAHA, like erm trying to cheer me up when I’m upset and being my listening ear (but annoying and totally unhelpful at times -_-) and sending me goodnight/morning texts and sharing everything with me and me being able to share everything with you and you tolerating the boring me whenever we hang out/talk (or not really talk on msn, yknow sometimes you’re busy watching shows -_-) and sending me songs whenever I request for them as well as drama shows’ links which always fail on me and missing me when I’m not around heeheehee and webcamming w me when I'm studying and baking for me with your mother (lolol but WHERE’S MY CARD IT IS 20^TH JAN 2011 ALREADY) and surprising me with my awesome macaron colourful sugar cake and everything else I have not mentioned that you have done. Thanks for all of it J

I apologize that you have such a boring birthday, cause you were in sri lanka and when you came back, Rei & I couldn’t find a suitable date to surprise you L We wanted to do it w like your cupcakes & helium balloons & everything buttttttt we have still yet to find the time… yknow how busy I’ve been L So sorrryyyyyyyyy I feel quite bad honestly but I’m sure my photo cards of you and your (ahem) pretty face totally made up for it!!! :> I took very long to do them okay so be appreciative lol every page is made with love HAHA. (P.S. it takes about half an hour for each page ahem.)

Knowing you have been one of the best things in my life so far and choosing to be a kpo to talk to you two years ago despite disliking you in secondary school has been one of my best choices in life so far HAHAHA. I still recall you being my stalker and everything LOL can’t remember much of the details though. It’s funny how we were strangers back then (you & I disliked each other HAHAHAHA) but we’re like the best of friends now!!! RIGHT? (sceptic + murderous look)

Just want to let you know too, that although you lack serious self-discipline, (plus self-obsessed hahaha) you’re a wonderful person inside and don’t get upset easily over small things kay; you always have me around! J Even if I’m not the most helpful/cheerful person to make you happy again, at least you know I care for you and always try to make you feel slightly better at least. (Like how I msged your SL number a really long msg cause you were upset the other time and WAHLAU IMAGINE MY IRRITATION WHEN I REALISED I COULD HAVE SAVED MONEY AND JUST MSGED YOUR SG NO -_-) and I'm here to give you morning calls and be your human alarm.

Kay I think this letter is long enough. It’s not as though you’re dying and I don’t have any more time to say the things I wanna say to you haha hope you feel all the love from me for your birthday! (Cause I don’t wanna you to have a lonely belated birthday in your memory.) Yknow I love you!

Lots of loveeeeeeeeeeee, Lina ♥

I whip my hair back and forth.

2011-01-19T23:14:00.008+08:00

Have you ever had that feeling of wanting to do something so desperately but you just don't know what to do? Feels like shit aye? Well, that's exactly what I've been feeling for the past few months and now it's just growing on me. Urgh.

So.. I want to cut my hair but I'm afraid. Or rather, afraid I'll regret. & Not only that, I'm not quite sure what to do with it too. See, I'm not as lucky as you Southeast Asians to be born with lovely straight wavy hair that falls in place nicely. I'm the South Asian who comes from a country where nearly everyone has curly hair!

I wanted to put up my baby photo to show you how curly my hair was but it is only now that I realize you can't really see it here. I can't be bothered dig up another photo, and deleting this irrelevant picture will be such a waste 'cause the person in it is rather cute. (My Dad still has that comb I am holding!)

So yeah, this is me when I was 2 I think. & Yes, my skin colour was white! Michael Jackson isn't the only one who's been both Black & White.

Right back to the topic,

Why is my hair straight then, you ask? (I'm trying to create a conversation between myself.) Well, it was because I decided to rebond my hair in 2009 when it started to get a little out of control. But due to the extremely fast rate that my hair grows at, I now probably have 5 inches of curly grown roots which I straighten on the daily. Yes I am aware of the amount of heat that my hair is being exposed to everyday, which is why I want to rebond it again.

& I was thinking of giving myself a new hairstyle. A proper fringe perhaps? But gah, I don't know what would suit me. Therefore I need a good hair stylist that I can rely on; Someone who could tell me what suits me by looking at me. I also need a good place to rebond my hair because I previously went to Jean Yip and I was thinking of going back there again but they're charging me $248 for my length! >:(

It's annoying because I want to do something about my hair but I don't know what to do and where to go.

I got my Blackberry, bitches!

2011-01-17T21:36:00.004+08:00

The title says it all; I finally finally finally got my Blackberry!!!!!! & No, I didn't get no curve 'cause I realized the camera sucksballs so I got Bold 9780 instead! It's like the younger, better, sexier version of Bold 9700 and I'm loving my phone yo!

If you're reading this and commenting on how stupid I am to get a Blackberry instead of an Iphone then keep your comments to yourself, bitch. I own an Itouch, I don't need no Iphone. Plus unlike you, I have pretty nails, and typing simply makes it a bitch, just like you!

My number's no longer 98654321 so text the previous number ('cause it's still in use & I haven't exactly mass texted everyone yet) if you want my new one! You could bbm or whatsapp me as well so yeah, you know what to do!

My self-manicured nails.

I told you I have pretty nails unlike you!

2011

2011-01-06T22:28:00.006+08:00

Hi everybody! Firstly, if you're wondering what happened to my blog and why there are chicks (baby chickens not hot babes) and everything, ask Lina. I got her to design it for me 'cause I got sick of the other design and yeah, she came up with this. She thinks it's cute and says it fits my blog title very well and I really suck at designing so I'm leaving it like that.

Secondly, I know I haven't blogged since last year but that statement is an exaggeration 'cause honestly, it hasn't even been a month. I haven't been blogging 'cause I was away and yes, that is kind of a lie because even if I were in Singapore I wouldn't blog because I'd be busy/lazy.

So.. What's up with me? (I don't even think anyone is reading this but who cares, I like talking to myself!) I am currently wasting my life away. I have no school 'cause I graduated from my Diploma last year (OMG!!) & I have to start looking for universities to apply to! I'm jobless as well 'cause I haven't applied to any places yet. It's only been 2 days since I've been back and 6 days since we welcomed the New Year, I oughta give my mind a break till I start all the decision making which I absolutely abhor again.

Speaking of only being back for 2 days, Jia Chiu, Jia Jing, Yufan & Jeremy (Believe it or not it was my first time seeing him that day) came to the airport to see me! I barely spoke to them for 10 minutes 'cause I was with my Mum and it was really late. Felt bad for not hanging out with them despite them coming so far just to see me but their actions totally made my day! Love you guys!!

For the first time in my 18 years and 9 days of my life (YES I AM FINALLY LEGAL) I actually have New Year resolutions. They're all to do with my self-disciplinary issues so I guess I shan't bore you with them. I also have a planner (Heh! Lina, Reihana & I have the same one in different colours) which I ain't too sure how long I'll actually be using for. I am determined to use it till the end of this year though (This shall be another resolution)!

Since we're in the topic of planners.. I watched Bridget Jone's Diary in Sri Lanka (Yes I know it is an extremely old show) and now I feel like getting the Cotton On planner! I'm still considering if I should get it 'cause like I said, I'm not the kind who would use it till the end of year and if I don't then it'll be a total waste of money. But Bridget Jone's diary is so cool I feel like getting one too!

If I am gonna stick to my resolutions, I should stop blogging now. Abrupt ending. Period.

Racing against time.

2010-12-13T23:00:00.007+08:00

I'm drained. My plans were all ruined because I was down with fever for the whole past week and it's wasted 'cause all I did was lie in bed under my blanket shivering and hoping that I would get better. Now that I am, it's a race against time to finish everything before I head to the airport on Sunday.

I have my final port folio to complete by Friday. I have work. I have friends to meet up with before I fly. I need to pack. My parents are pressuring me to find a job for next year. & I only have six torturous days left.

After these six days, my days are going to be filled with lunches, dinners, parties, weddings, lunches, parties.. Did I mention dinners? Then it's going to be 2011 and when I come back, it'll be back to more crazy days 'cause I'm gonna be starting work. I'm 17, my body cannot take this. I might just collapse from a nervous breakdown.

& I think I'm coming for a stye. Nooooo, this cannot be happening. Not now, not when I have a million things to do, no no! My periods are getting very much irregular again and it's not good. The last time this happened I got it every 2 weeks and it lasted for more than half a year!

I'ma stay positive and not let anything bring me down though. I can get through this, I know I can. I got through my pracs, these final six days are nothing! You can do this, Dinali, you can!

On a brighter note, I got back my assignment which I stayed up the whole night for together with Lina and I attained a B! Praise the Lord for that! Okay, not like it's an A or anything but I'm proud! (: Goes to show that I could do so much better if I started earlier without having to burn the midnight oil! (So says the queen of procrastination!)

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.

Phillippians 4:13

Bean Boozled.

2010-11-06T18:19:00.007+08:00

It's been a very lazy Friday and Saturday for me. Now I'm bored because there's nothing to do and nothing to watch. The Mentalist and Supernatural which aired in the US on Thursday and Friday respectively aren't showing online and I wonder why. I just downloaded Funshion and I'm going crazy with all the Chinese. I had to Google everything to find out what is what in Chinese.

There are so many awesome movies out this month! Thank God I caught Life As We Know It (Josh Duhamel's like so hot please) already so I can proudly cancel that out of my long list of movies to watch! There's still Charlie St. Cloud and The Switch which isn't showing in cinemas anymore so I guess I'ma have to download it. & Then there's You Again, Paranormal Activity 2, The Last Exorcism, Megamind, Social Network and Due Date. Plus Harry Potter which is coming out very very very soon! Ahhhh so excited! (:

Anyway, I met up with Syaf and Fatin on Monday to finish up our final module's assignment and it was easier than I thought it would be! We actually managed to finish it up in like 4 hours?! Hahah job well done! (:

We were at The Cocoa Tree shopping around for chocolates and then I found this!

BEAN BOOZLED!

Hahahah I have been looking around for this like forever! Shane Dawson and Dan&Phil did Vlogs on them and I just knew I had to get my hands on them too!

It's kinda like a game. So you have this spin wheel thingum which you have to spin to see which colour jellybean you have to eat. Sounds pretty normal? Wait till you see the flavours of these jellybeans!

The whole concept of this game is to spin the wheel and eat the colour of the jellybean your spinner lands on. Say for example you get the green jellybean, you have to eat it and see if it tastes like the nice flavoured jellybean which is juicy pear or the absolutely nasty flvoured jellybean which is booger! One colour but two different flavours and it all depends on your luck! They have so many disgusting flavours like vomit, rotten egg, dog food, baby wipes, centipede, moudly cheese and toothpaste (which isn't that bad btw).

It was so hilarious 'cause Syaf and Fatin had the best reactions of all time! They kept cursing me 'cause I always got the good flavours. & Even if I got the bad flavours, I'd show no expression 'cause honestly they aren't that bad. They just taste.. bad. Bad but still edible. I tricked my Dad into eating the dog food one and he said it tastes like red bean! Hahahahah! Goes to show how much he hates red bean. My Mum ate all the toothpaste/berryblue flavoured jellybeans and didn't dare try the moduly cheese/caramel corn and rotten egg/buttered popcorn flavoured jellybeans.

After playing Bean Boozled, we celebrated (I'm not too sure what) with a cupcake from Awfully Chocolate and man, it was heavenly!

We even asked for a candle and lit it! Hahahahah! Pretty lame 'cause all we did was light it, take a picture of it and then blew it off!

Oh, and I finally bought my british flag tank top! Yay!

Looks nice doesn't it? Hahahahahah!

I refuse to continue my Thirty Day Challenge because I am determined to say that I am proud of getting my body clock back to it's norm for Day 9. Which obviously isn't happening after 3 years of trying so I guess I'll just stop being so delusional and continue with it soon.

The past month (Part 2)

2010-11-05T15:24:00.014+08:00

I'm backkk! Heh heh heh. So anyway, if you follow me on Twitter and stuff you would have realized I have officially ended school and am now going down for attachment everyday (provided I don't oversleep that is).

Our last day of school was 2 Thrusdays ago and we had a little party on the second last day of school! Our school staff actually bought us a cake to celebrate our early graduation! How sweet is that?!

We were all made to say a little something to sum up our whole one and a half years together and people started crying. It was so sad and Syaf, Fatin & I were all saying heart-felt words tryna make each other cry. We all failed miserably though.

It was pretty epic 'cause lecturers who were free came down to congratulate and wish us. Even the director of our school came down! & Our Infant&Toddler lecutrer, Elizabeth, whom we detested so much sang a song for us ): I feel so bad for hating her so much 'cause she's actually really loving and motherly. I guess it was because the module was so dry and boring it that we took it out on her!

This is Syaf's sad face! Hahah!

We catered food as a mini celebration too! Real yummy food like cereal prawns and stuff. Yumm!

This is Elizabeth hanging out and taking pictures with us becuase she wants to look young! Hahaha she said it herself!

Fatin!

My after school hang out and manicure buddy 'cause the other 2 always go out with their boyfriends and refuse to hang out with us!

Aidah and Jean who I realized laughs like Elmo.

Ahhhh Philip! My all-time favourite lecturer!

Look closely, my scarf is around his neck! Hahahaha!

Sue Anne, our course coordinator! I will never ever ever ever forget this woman.
She & I have a love-hate relationship going on. It's complicated between us.

Class photo!

So after the party, Syaf, Fatin, Aidah and I went to sing K!

We all got so high we started dancing and stuff!

& I even did a blowjob! Hahahahaha!

It's not in my mouth okay, it just looks as thought it is!

Then we started singing Empire State of Mind which I now think is the best song EVER.

Guess the most epic thing of the day was this.

We were singing Survivor by Destiny's Child and the video was this Chinese man strumming his guitar!

Thursday was our last day of school and we has some learning journey thing where we had to go to some centre and do stuff. Centre was pretty impressive though! The boss must be like bloody rich or something!

Sue Anne.

The scarf she's wearing is a present from our class. & The ironic thing is that I, her biggest enemy ever, was the one that choose it for her.

Act sweet only!

Then there was Andre's baptism the week after.

Went for his baptism in replacement of Cell!

& Last Saturday was Kenny & Candy's wedding!

They gave personalized Sticky candy as a Thank You gift but us girls didn't get any 'cause we came earlier to help set up the decorations and didn't take any!

I think I looked really pretty that day!

HAHAHAHAH. Come on, admit it!

& Jia Chiu stop saying I'm very thick-skinned okay! It's true!! :P

Absolutely love this shot!

Credits to Yong Jia Chiu!

Jia Chiu and Jia Jing!

With Renette on the right!

The ones that came extra early to help out with the decorations.

Clar's missing though!

Waiting for the event to start so I guess we started camwhoring.

See, don't I look good?!

Suzanne! (:

Liang Ming! Hahaa she's so tiny!

But it's only because I was in 4 inch heels that day!

Jia Ling!

& I guess this is everyone's favourite shot of the day!

This was last Sunday!

We made it through Post-Enocunter! Yay!

The End.

& Yes Lina. It's another boring post. Hhahah!

The past month (Part 1)

2010-10-29T23:58:00.003+08:00

Hi everybody! My blog is not dead, it just went for a little holiday. Hohohoho. I've been really busy and lazy to blog about all the stuff that's been happening 'cause it really is a lot of work! Plus all my lovely shows have returned so I use the time I used to use for blogging to watch my shows! But hey, here am I finally blogging! (: Yay! It's been past a month since I last blogged, so here's everything summed into one post.

There was Joel's farewell dinner on the 14th of September.

Nearly the whole Cell group

turned up.

Joel had a non-alcoholic drink yet he got a tad insane and started doing amusingly retarded stuff like

This.

And because of him, everyone started going insane, it was as though it was some contagious insanity disease or something.

See what I mean!

I on the other hand spent the whole dinner doing up Joel's present IN FRONT OF HIM. It was such a last minute decision 'cause I thought it'll be nice if he had something to remember the Cell by while he was in Manchester! I actually went to buy materials before heading for dinner and lied to him that I was doing it up for David as his Birthday present. Hahaha he fell for it though! (: Till the end went I had to write the message and his name. Hardly even ate but I guess it was worth it 'cause he saw all the hardwork I had put into it! Though I think my writing totally ruined the whole thing! ):

Joel likes it though (: He says it's looking more and more professional each time he looks at it! Hahahaha yay!

My hardwork (:

Packed it all up and presented it to him in the middle of Orchard Road.

Joel looking all awkward and Amos enjoying the limelight.

2 days after, on the 16th of September, the Cell met up again to send Joel off to Manchester. I swear he nearly cried while we prayed for him! Hahah!

The Cell! (:

Joel's parents and little brother were there too! & Oh my goodness, his Father is like pure Chinese but looks so Caucasian-ish and his Mother is so pretty! I found his brother rather cute and started gushing over how cute he is! Hahahah! Joel promised to introduce me to him but he hasn't kept his promise ):

Joel's family.

The very next day, on the 17th of Septmeber,

The Cell

Had our very first

Encounter Camp

together! Man, it was so fun!

Us girls

Were given such an

Awesome room!

It had like a living room with a TV and 3 bedrooms which had 3 beds each (okay, I think I mentioned this before) but all of us decided to squeeze into one room and slept past 3am on both nights after having the best heart to heart talks ever!

The girls all squashed in one room! (:

We had fun experimenting with Candice's Iphone and all the cool & random applications she downloaded.

So here's all our camwhore shots!

Love this effect!

Jia Chiuuuu!

I totally proved you wrong by blogging today! (:

Not only did the girls go crazy, the guys did too!

Amos with his Baos.

This is the Cell during supper on the second night!

I love love love this shot but Yufan ruined it ):

Tried to attempt taking a similar shot but to no avail!

I personally experienced tremendous joy during the camp! I can't believe how amazing our heart to heart talks were. It really meant a lot to me because there is finally someone whom I can talk to about EVERYTHING that has been happening in my life (:

Another Cell photo with a super cool effect which I'm not quite too sure how I got.

I think the flash got reflected or something!

Final photo before going home!

After 2 days of not experiencing the outdoors, this is what we were greeted with.

Awesome view of the sun! (:

26th of September was Wilson's birthday! So after our usual Sunday service,

Jia Chiu, Suzanne,

Jia Jing & I

Together with Andre and the birthday boy, Wilson, headed to Changi Aiprort for Sakae Sushi which I had been craving for for a very long time!

Wilson brought along a magazine that contained something very special for me to see but I think I'll get killed if I post it here! So anyway, that magazine had those lame shit quizzes that I found hilarious and I started "interviewing" people to see what their result would be! Hahaha!

This is me interviewing Andre.

The Birthday Boy gave us such trouble 'cause he hardly ate (we found out he isn't really fond of Japanese food after the bill was paid for) and he ended up paying for us when it was supposed to be us paying for him!

Headed to Swensens thereafter for some dessert and us girls got into the camwhoring mood 'cause Wilson's camera has all these cool functions!

Here are our camwhore shots!

The pop-art effect!

Fish-eye effect.

Love this shot. We look so normal yet retarded.

Some sketch effect thing.

Love this shot too!

Seems like the Birthday Boy got into the camwhoring mood too!

Wilson gave us more trouble when he decided to pretend that he's going to the washroom but he really was going to pay for the dessert we had at Swensens! Well, we managed to set a deal with him. That was for him to accept the money for lunch and just pay for our dessert!

Headed home after!

Pin Hole effect!

On the train back home.

2nd October was Ziha's wedding!

Met up with so many people whom I havn't seen in ages!

Group photo!

The singer's English was so epic Reihana and I were going all

Crazy?

I do think I was rather photogenic that day! Hahaah! (:

Let me show you my pretty face!

I'm so awesome that I could just simply stare into a camera and take such an amazing shot!

Here, look at this!

I did nothing but stare into the camera! Hahah I wasn't trying to act sexy or anything. I'm just a natural! Hehehehehe! :P

I think it was 'cause there was this extremely handsome young boy that I could not stop talking about and I think everyone got irritated by me ): Apparently he is Yani's cousin and man, he's just so handsome. & Just to clarify something, I am not a pedophile!

The handsome boy! (:

He actually took a photo with me! :D Hahahaha I could never have been happier! Reihana was all like "Come and take a photo with this big sister" in Malay and he simply came beside and me bent down! *faints into a puddle*

Stayed on till the wedding ended and then headed off!

Took another group shot with the couple before that! (:

Headed to the airport after school again on the 4th of October because Clarissa was flying to Sri Lanka for her mission trip!

Half the Cell!

Everybody was so busy with exams and stuff so not many turned up ): I told my Mum about Clar flying to Sri Lanka and she got so excited she told me to give my Grandad's number for Clar to contact. Hahahah!

Was supposed to have a prom meeting with the alumni committee on the 16th of October but it got cancelled so I joined Wilson and JJ at Dhoby Ghaut since they were meeting up to do a bit of tutoring and tutee-ing.

The tutee and the tutor.

Yeah, that pretty much sums up everything that happened the past month! I still have stuff to blog about like my last week of school and Andre & Jack's baptism but this shall do for now! Hopefully I'll blog again soon else more and more stuff are gonna be piling up and then I'll get all lazy to blog again!

With love.

2010-09-28T02:13:00.002+08:00

I met up with Lina for a while to pass her my calculator and cinnamon melts that my Mum bought supposedly for me but I decided to give it to Lina instead since she's such a pig and loves eating! (: & Since she just got back from Hokkaido she passed me delicious goodies and a very cute french fry keychain!

Though I haven't been such an awesome friend like you have to me, thanks for everything! The littlest things like checking to see if I'm awake, late for school, actually bothering about how much I'm spending on cab fares etc. really mean a lot to me! ♥

Hari Raya 2010

2010-09-25T21:58:00.026+08:00

PHOTOLOG!

Hari Raya was pretty awesome for me 'cause I got to meet up with friends whom I haven't met for over a year and stuff. On Hari Raya itself, that was the 10th of September, Haslinda invited us over to her place as usual. She never fails to invite us annually ever since we were in Secondary 1.

Linda!

The last time I saw Keshia (Ke$ha) & Shuxin was like October last year for Bazy's birthday!

Shuxinnnnn (: Never changed since Secondary school.

Niko's hair has grown extremely long!

Oh! I drew on eyeliner for her! Hahahah she looks quite nice with it.

Defined eyes ftw!

Playing with Jac's Iphone 4.

What a lucky bitch.

Hasebang! Bang bang!

Bang&Ko.

LOL @ the fish eye effect!

Jac with Shuxin & Bang.

Celest never knew Jac had a mole on her forehead and thought it was a huge ass pimple!

HAHAHAHHA!

Jac&Ko.

Jac&Din.

More Jac&Din.

Ke$ha, Bang & Jac.

Ko, Bang, Shuxin, Ke$ha.

Ke$ha & Jac.

Jac, Din, Ko!!

Been a long time since we camwhored together like good old days.

Dinnnnny!

Individual shots with Bang!

Ke$ha & Ko.

Jac.

Dinny!

GROUP SHOT!

Our usual Raya gang! (:

Yay! So anyway, I didn't have school this whole week 'cept for the usual attachment on Friday. So Wana had her Raya open house on Tuesday which Syaf, Fatin, Hani & some other classmates of ours went for.

Went over to Syaf's house first.

Then to Fatin's.

Oh yeah, they made we wear the Nonya costume. & The one I'm wearing was worn by Syaf when she was in Secondary 2. So yes, I am very flattered given how skinny Syaf is. & Though it is short for me, I could actually fit into it! I look so Melayu wearing it. Hahahah!

Then we went down to Wana's place where the rest of the classmates were. But we came kinda late so the most had left.

Maisy, Fatin, Hani, Syaf.

Group shot! (:

Then on Thursday it was Hani's open house so Fatin. Syaf, Sanam, Wana & I headed down.

We were the last few to leave so we just took a group shot without the rest. Hahaha!

I don't have that many photos of the class Raya outing 'cause everyone brought their camera and started snapping so I didn't see a reason for taking out mine. But yeah, this pretty much sums up what I did for Hari Raya this year!

Naomelia!

2010-09-22T15:58:00.005+08:00

If you've read Cecilia's blog then you most probably have read the conversation between she & I. But I thought that I should blog about it too!

There's this awesome British show, Skins, that I watch. Cecilia just got to know of it and is totally addicted already 'cause it's just that awesome. Anyway, in season 3&4 there's a character named Naomi and she's a lesbian. Her lesbian partner's Emily and people usually call them Naomily. So our conversation went something like this on Twitter..

Dinali: You're a twat!
Cecilia: Shut the fuck up you cock-crunching and fanny-sucking twat.
Dinali: Kinky. I want yours.

Dinali: Hahaha told you I'm a lesbian! (;
Cecilia: Orly. So do you like, worship Naomily?
Dinali: I worship Dinali-Naomily. You should too!
Cecilia: Eh go away man, third party! Naomily ftw.
Dinali: How bout Naomelia then? You know, you & I.
Cecilia: Piss off, Din, I don't wanna gay with you!
Dinali: That was mean, I am hurt ):
Cecilia: Soz babe that (Naomelia) was... creative!
Dinali: I thought I had a future with you like Naomily. So watcha say? Naomelia on?!
Cecilia: No babe there's only one person I want and it's Naomi but it's not you.

Dinali: Fine ): I shall go Naominali then.

Hahaha we're both such retards. & I think I totally got owned the moment she said "No babe there's only one person I want and it's Naomi but it's not you." ):

Everything with fries & Night Safari!

2010-09-22T01:14:00.004+08:00

PHOTOLOG

Gah, I am procrastinating so much I now have tones to blog about. Anyway, two Thursday's ago, that was the 9th of September (goes to show how often I've been updating), I met up with Lina & Reihana! Tania was to come along as well but the sucker was grounded so yeah, we left her out again.

I went out slightly earlier to get my nails done then left to meet Reihana at Dhoby. Bought tickets to watch Grown Ups and Lina was running late so we went in first. By the time she arrived, the movie was ending. Epic fail. Grown Ups is such an awesome show! You should totally catch it. Though I think it's probably not showing anymore. Heh.

Decided to head over to Everything With Fries for lunch along Holland or something but first, NEOPRINTS! HHAHAHAH!

Rei's pen thingum was giving her trouble.

Thus the face.

Got some cheap neoprint so the quality wasn't that good. I was trying to shift myself into different positions and attempting to do all sorts of stunts but I always couldn't do it on time and ended up ruining shots.

These two shots are so pretty though! Love them both!

Plus, we all had good hair days! YAY!

The photo to the left is really nice too!

& The photo to the right is a perfect example of a photo I ruined. Can't really see me 'cause Lina blocked me out but I'm really at the back trying to climb over or something!

Headed to Everything With Fries for late lunch!

Lina's & Rei's root beer float.

Don't like root beer!! So yuckk!

A very pretty photo of me and my Butterscotch Milkshake that Lina snapped.

Oh, you can see my pretty silver nails too! (:

Rei trying both the root beer float and butterscotch milkshake.

Hahah I love these photos of us for some weird reason!

& I think this is the second best photo of you & I we have ever taken! ♥

2 more days & you'll be back from Hokkaido!!!

Rei & Lina!

We ordered two plates to share since we were kinda full.

This was some Tandoori thing that was kinda tasty.

& This was the Salmon dish that Lina likes.

If you dislike fish, don't try it.

I had an extra piece of Tandoori since I didn't like the Salmon. So.. Fishy. Yuck!

Headed to Cold Rock for some icecream after. I wanted Bubblegum icecream but both of them simply ignored me ): Ended up getting Cake Mix and Cookies&Cream I think.

Cabbed back to Bishan 'cause I was running late.

LOL @ Rei! She looks like she's getting an orgasm or something!

HAHAHAHA. & I look like I'm.. Okay, I shall shut up now.

Sri Lankan, Malay-Jap, Chinese.

We're all the same colour. HAHAHAH.

Lina's broken finger!

Hahaha Lina and her cool hair! So Justin Bieber-ish.

So I rushed home, and then ran out again to AMK to meet my Cell. But before that bought a cake from Breadtalk. & We took a bus all the way down to...

THE NIGHT SAFARI!!!!

I'm not even sure if I've been there before but seeing some stuff there like the tribal dances outside the entrance of the Safari brought back weird memories. Like as though I have been there before.

Purchasing tickets!

Met this thing on sticks and decided to take a photo with it.

You could totally see Andre tip-toeing! HAHAHAHAH!

Surprised Jia Chiu and Renette since their birthdays just passed!

Yummy cake from Breadtalk!

Birthday girls (:

Headed in after for the show!

Yeah~ We didn't take many pictures cause it was dark. & We were kinda rushing for time 'cause Night Safari closes at 12am. Only had like 3 hours to look around since we arrived late. I didn't get to see my Bush Babies ): If you are wondering what Bush Babies are, let me show you!

They look something like this!

Hahah they are so adorable! I remember doing a post about these animals and comparing their eyes to Tania's eyes. Click here to view post. Anyway, we saw Hyenas and leopards and otters and other animals you usually see in the zoo. But I guess they were more active as compared to how they would be in the afternoon.

Alright, I'ma abruptly end off with a group photo of the Cell!

Encounter Camp!!

2010-09-18T03:13:00.003+08:00

I'm currently at a Church camp and it's been awesome so far. Since leaving my house at around 4.30 this evening, so many funny stuff happened and I'm definitely looking forward to tomorrow (: My life is complete 'cause they have network connection here! Which explains how I'm blogging. So thankful for my Itouch sometimes! Haahha! We have 3 rooms with 3 beds each but Jia Chiu, Jia Jing and Candice decided to join Chantel, Clarissa and I in our room! Which left Rachel, Renette and Liting in one room and the other empty. Had a heart to heart talk and gossip (not bitching) session with them just now and man, letting everything out never felt so good before! They're all sleeping now and I'm still up 'cause I woke up at 3.45pm today ): No Lina Goh to make sure my sleeping habits are kept proper and no Lina Goh to text anymore 'cause she's in Hokkaido right now!

It's only 3.25am, hasn't even been 12 hours since I last woke up which kinda sucks ass. Really hope I'll be able to sleep soon 'cause I know tomorrow's gonna be a really long and tiring day!! Alright, shall at least try and get some sleep. Goodnight every one (:

Burning the midnight oil.

2010-09-15T06:40:00.006+08:00

Hi everybody! My body clock was on the way to being okay but I think I totally ruined it, again. Lina & I burned the midnight oil and stayed up all night studying together through webcam 'cause she has her French exam in less than 2 hours & I have an assignment due in less than 4 hours. Yay technology! I know I don't seem like I'm doing work while Lina does, but that is only because I was very amused with the lighting that made my face red. & Yufan says I look more my age in that photo -.- Anyway, I have been up since 10am yesterday morning and somehow I'm still surviving. I'm sooo gonna be stoned by afternoon though! Guess I'm gonna have a really early night when I come home from school later.

90210 aired in the States yesterday and I have been constantly checking online to see if it has been released on the net yet. Just checked it 5 minutes ago and it's out! YAY! It's currently buffering so in the mean time, I'll be wrecking my brain to think of one more point for my assignment. I was contemplating if I should sleep instead of watch 90210 but ahhhhhhh.. Friends are gonna start bombarding my phone with calls in approximately an hours time. Have a good day everybody! (:

Ian's 1st & Jia Chiu's 18th!

2010-09-12T02:01:00.003+08:00

I woke up at 6 in the evening today despite Lina waking me up at around 12 in the afternoon because I was such a pig refused to wake up ): Which is why I am here at 2.01 in the morning blogging.

Anyway, last Sunday was crazy! From service in the morning to a Bible Overview session in the afternoon followed by Ian's 1st Birthday Celebration in the evening & finally going to find my Parents at night 'cause they were having a dinner gathering at their friend's place; I reached home at around 12 in the morning all worn out!

Deciding to go for Ian's Birthday was last a last minute decision but totally worth it 'cause Yufan, Jia Jing, Jia Chiu & I managed to find our own source of entertainment. & I think we entertained everyone around us too! Hahahah!

Ian's cake!

Absolutely love Helium balloons! (:

This bunch has an Elmo hanging onto it too!

& Then it flew off~

Jia Chiu!

Yufan & Jia Chiu!

In the car on the way back!

Our driver! (:

Okay so here's our source of entertainment for the day. Sucking in helium and making our voice sound all funny. Hahahaha one of the many reasons why I love helium balloons! Have been wanting to do this for ages but never got the chance to 'cause I never was able to get hold of helium! Go watch the video! You're sure to crack up at the very last part (: It made Chantel's night and I'm sure it'll make yours too!

Jia Chiu's Birthday!

Tuesday was Jia Chiu's birthday so I met up with Rosabelle after school to get her present. Then walked over to Somerset 313 to meet the rest!

Clarissa & Gabriel were there too, but they didn't stay for long ):

Snapped a few pictures while waiting for Suzanne to arrive.

Jia Jing & Rosabelle with the birthday girl.

Haven't seen Rosabelle since like, 2 years ago!!

Jia Jing & Sok Hong with the birthday girl.

Haven't seen Sok Hong since January this year!

After Suzanne arrived, walked over to Cineleisure where we saw this huge Charlie St. Cloud movie poster which Zac Efron stars in. Sooo gonna catch it when it comes out!

Headed over for Karaoke after that! (:

Mocktails which had cherries. & What do cherries mean?!

Cherry Knots!

Sok Hong managed to do it but my attempt was an epic failure ):

Photos with the birthday girl!

Jia Jing & the birthday girl.

Suzanne & the birthday girl.

Rosabelle & the birthday girl.

Sok Hong & the birthday girl.

The birthday girl & I! (:

Isabel came over to pass Jia Chiu her present too!

Twosome shots!

Sok Hong & Suzanne.

Sok Hong & I.
Suzanne & Jia Jing.

Rosabelle & Jia Jing.
Rosabelle with Suzanne & I.

Jia Jing & I.

I love this shot! (:
Suzanne & I ♥

Threesome shots.

Suzanne, Jia Chiu & Jia Jing.

Sok Hong, Suzanne & I.

Totally love this candid shot!

Rosabelle, Suzanne & I.

Suzanne, Jia Jing & I.

~~Orgy~~ Group shots!

That's pretty much it! (:

Keeping my finger's crossed for later!!! But like Lina said, I shouldn't keep my hopes up 'cause it if doesn't happen then I'll be really really disappointed ): On a brighter note, it's the final session for 40DOF! (: & Next week is Encounter camp. So excited for it!

Also, all my favourite TV shows are returning this month!! 90210 Season 3 is premiering September 13th which means I'll be able to watch it this Tuesday! Hahaha omg!!! Gossip Girl Season 4 is premiering September 19th but I'll be away at camp ): Glee Season 2 is premiering September 21st, The Mentalist Season 3 is premiering September 23rd, Supernatural Season 6 is premiering September 24 & Dexter Season 5 is premiering September 26th! How so very exciting!

Right, I shall go find stuff to do till I start feeling tired. Goodnight!

Gugs!

2010-09-09T01:28:00.011+08:00

I should blog before everything starts piling up! Last Thursday was the last lesson of our Sports Module which meant that I am only left with one more module till I am done with school. & It also means that it was Gug's last day! ): She was down with Chicken Pox for a week or so and missed lessons. & Apparently her attendance fell below 80% so she couldn't continue. Feel so sad for her 'cause she'll only be able to graduate in May next year! By that time I would have already started my part-time degree!

Anyway, here are some photos from Thursday.

This is one of the many reasons why I love my class.

This picture is so epic.

& Yes, they are dancing.

Cinderalla & her Prince.

I look so damn intelligent with specs. Hahahah!

Seeing this photo makes me wanna buy a pair with no degree!

Rebecca's last lesson with us!

Girls & Gugs!

Fatin & I with Gugs.

This photo was taken around December last year.

How time flies!

Dear Gugs,

Above is my favourite photo ever taken with you mainly because I think I look quite good in it! Hahahahha! But you look very nice too! (: Thank you for being there for me in times of distress or in other words, assignments. I honestly have no idea how I'm gonna survive without you for my final 3 assignments, 2 of which are due this month. You should stop eating so much during lessons and stop cleaning the school floors with your ass. Please don't tell me you've been doing it in the centre you're currently teaching at! I shall disown you as my best friend if so. It's been great being your friend this past year though you never fail to annoy the shit out of me. But hey, though you're not with us anymore, it doesn't mean we're not gonna keep in touch right?! Who knows maybe one day we'll meet at some Early Childhood talk or something! Hahaahah! Really hope to see you during the Raya gathering on the 20th. You better come! ♥

Love, your best friend,

Dinali.

Day 08

2010-09-04T01:09:00.003+08:00

Short term goals for this month and why?

Hmm, I'm not quite sure if this is considered as a short term goal but I wanna try and get my body clock back to it's norm! & Typing this at 1.12 in the morning is certainly not helping in anyway possible ): I have quite a bit to blog about but it's getting quite late so I thought I'd just do a short little post & keep Tania Yeo Jia Yeeeee company for a while since she can't sleep!

But yeah, I wanna get my body clock to it's norm as quickly as I possibly could because honestly, it sucks waking up all the time feeling so tired. & It sucks being late all the time. & It sucks having to cab all the time. I know I've been saying this often and I know that I need to be more self-disciplined but I don't seem to be doing anything about it!

Next time when I do Day 09 which is to write about something that I'm proud of in the past few days, I hope to be writing about how I've been sleeping well and how my body clock is getting back to it's normal timing. & How I haven't been late for stuff and all that.

You can do this, Dinali! I know you can (:

Happening school days!

2010-09-01T23:31:00.001+08:00

PHOTOLOG

Lina has found a new way of waking me up and that is spamming my phone with text messages. She's complaining that I'm wasting her money 'cause every time she phones to wake me up I end up going back to sleep. Heh. So since she has unlimited text messaging, she just texts non-stop & my phone literally goes into this crazy vibrating mode. On Monday she spammed me a total of 56 messages and the funny thing was that I was already awake. After the first text I tried to replied her but to no avail 'cause texts just kept coming in! Tuesday she texted me about 25 odd messages and today about 35 odd messages. I had no school today (: Like finally! So I got Lina to wake me at whatever time she thought I should wake up at and she ended up waking me up at 12. I'm on a mission to fix my body clock & I hope it works!

Anyway, here's what's been happening in school. Last Wednesday it was Theresa's second last lesson and we had to set up a learning corner. Twas pretty fun and retarded and messy and some of my classmates even got irritated with Theresa. Hahahah!

Setting up the corner.

I like this photo 'cause my body look hilarious! HAHAH!

After the presentation and everything we slacked in our own corner during lunch.

Syaf brought her curling tong to do her hair. She wanted to do mine but nooooo, I didn't allow it. So she did Aidah's and it turned out to be pretty cute on her since she's so small.

Didn't really have time so we only did the top layer of her hair. Still looked really nice though! Please excuse my retarded face at the back.

Slacking~

Camwhored a little with the rest of the corners set up by other groups.

This is the dramatic corner.

Playing with the props.

Aidah tryna be Cleo Petra? Hahaha!

Fooling around.

The Discovery Corner.

No idea what we're doing here.

Right. After that we went out for dinner and for the first time, Sanam actually joined us. Though she left around 8pm together with Wana.

Group photo taken using the smile shutter. So many failed shots before this because they all couldn't control their smiles.

& The camera just went on snapping and snapping and snapping whenever it sensed some one smiling!

Syaf's favourite photo!

Played Truth or Dare on my Itouch for a while.

LOL. All of us had to choose Dare's.

Took this super nice Bokeh using Syaf's camera. I love how the lights turn into pretty stars! (: It looks clearer when enlarged!

Staurday was finally my sleep in day after a whole week on school and I slept till 4 in the evening! I probably wouldn't have woken up if Clarissa didn't phone me down for a BBQ that she was having at her place. Decided to go down since I'm living so near and I got to meet new people! Yay! (: & I was so flattered that day 'cause somebody thought I was from San Francisco/California! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

Sleeping till Saturday evening meant that I was up till the wee hours of Sunday morning and I was late for Church as usual! My body clock is totally screwed I ended up sleeping at 4.30am on Sunday night and waking up at 6.30am on Monday 'cause I had to be at East Coast at 9.30am. I probably had like 6 hours of sleep in 48 hours and I was so tired but very awake!

Our class had to go to East Coast for cycling as part of our Sports Module and man, it was so fun. Draining though!

We took our own sweet time to cycle!

I think every one was already way ahead of us!

Aidah, Sanam & Wana turned back halfway but Syaf, Fatin & I cycled all the way to Bedok Jetty to enjoy the view. Was scorching hot though!

My favourite photo!

The pretty view that Fatin wanted me to take. Looks so awesome!

With the bicycle and the bag and hat and all, Fatin looks like a postman with letters to deliver! Hahhaa.

Finally reached Mac, the point where we were all to gather at.

& Yeah, it was photo taking time!

Class photo! (:

Went to eat some Snow Ice since it was so hot!

Super yummy btw!

Syaf's naked face!

No idea what I'm doing! I think I was texting Tania!

Ahahaha I love this picture.

Went to Sanam's house after and decided to go for a swim. But things took a little turn and we decided to go home instead. I was so tired and stoned I couldn't keep my eyes open from the time I left her place. I forced myself and was texting Lina from the time I came home trying to keep myself awake for another 3 hours and by the time it hit 7 in the evening, I just went to sleep. Slept throughout the night and only woke up when Aidah phoned me around 7 in the morning. My Dad wanted to wake me up for dinner and didn't want me to sleep 'cause he thought that I'd wake up in the middle of the night but my Mum told him not to!

I shall end with HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY to all Teachers'. That goes to myself too! Hhahaha (:

Day 07

2010-08-30T02:10:00.005+08:00

A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you.

I guess for me, my friends are the ones who have the biggest impact on me. They are the ones whom I share my joy with and they are the ones who are there to cheer me up when I'm down. I honestly cannot imagine my life without friends.

There's Lina whom I tell everything to. I love how we just do the most random things like play Tap Tap Revenge on my Itouch when we meet up. How she always never fails to cheer me up when I'm upset and how she doesn't judge me. & How she always tries to help me get my body clock to it's norm. I never said this but thanks for everything! Like how you always bake stuff and never fail to give me a share. Hahahah. Love you manyyyy!

Then there's Reihana, my lovely Twin. We may seem similar in one way or another but we sure do have our differences. How we laugh over random shit and squeal over hot guys. Go check out her awesome post that she did up about the Youth Olympics and Me. It's so awesome I think it's me favourite post everrrrr! It probably took her a few good hours to do up so please please please go have a look (: Click Here

& There's Tania! The little one whose trying to rebel. Hahaha! She & I probably drifted in the beginning of the year and she thought that I'm irritated with her and all that shit. Each time the 3 of us try to meet up, she's always too busy and won't be able to make it. But she & I had an awesome talk recently & I really glad that we did. But please stop being so angsty ): But just keep in mind that you always have me to talk to okay! Especially in the wee hours of the morning!

There's Hoola who consists of the most retarded people I have ever met in my entire life. How we just do stupid+random+disgusting things. Like digging chili skins from our teeth and putting it on each other, pulling each other's shorts down, pouring ice cold water down each other's backs, coughing phlegm out onto papers, dropping coins into chili sauces, washing blood off each other's skirts, etc. Man, I really miss those shit-ass carefree lives of ours.

My school bitches. I just love how we talk about everything and not judge one another man. & When I mean everything, I literally mean everything. From boyfriends, to past relationships, to bitching about people, to sex, to annoying parents, to beauty tips, to whatever problems we're facing, EVERYTHING

& Finally Cell. Cell has indeed become so much more enjoyable since we joined the guys and the dynamics have certainly changed. Even though we're not close to the point where we'll ring each other all the time to talk about stuff, there's still that strong sense of closeness when we meet for cell. Like how we can just share and cry our hearts out to each other. No matter how bad a day I have had, I can always count on going for cell to make things better again! (:

So yeah, friends. Friends have the biggest impact on me. They play an important part of my life and even though certain friends come and go, you know there are the ones that will stay with you for a long time.

Hot bodies, three-quarter naked & wet.

2010-08-25T01:17:00.034+08:00

So you've probably heard about this already and if you didn't let me tell it to you now! Please be prepared to be dying with jealousy :P I spare no one today. Hahahahah!

Reihana & I went down to Toa Payoh swimming complex yesterday hoping to watch the Youth Men's 10M Platform Preliminary Rounds. The site kept saying that tickets couldn't be purchased online for some dumb shit reason so we tried our luck and went an hour earlier in hope to get tickets. We reached around 12.45pm though the competition only starts at 1.30pm and there were probably around 10 people in front of us. It was scorching hot and I think Reihana & I turned like 2 shades darker or something. The queue finally started moving after what seemed to be like an hour but really it was only 25 minutes. Tickets were being sold till the couple in front of us said that there is only one ticket left and we'll have to wait till 1.30pm to see if tickets are gonna be on sale again.

Rei & I decided to wait since it was only another 20 minutes of waiting but lady luck was on our side! The couple walked away 'cause they lost hope but a few minutes later, the people told us that there are another 7 tickets for sale!!!! & OMG WE GOT OUR TICKETS! I seriously don't remember being that happy in ages!

Got our tickets and went in! YAY! (:

Camwhored a little before the divers arrived!

& THEN THE DIVERS ARRIVED! AHHHHHH~

My handsome Ukraine diver was there!!!! Hahahah!

Soon, they stripped and started warming up.

FUCKING HOT PLEASE. OMG.

Introducing the Refree.

& The Judges.

Jia Chiu is so funny she thought for a moment that the judge on the right is Mrs MC.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA.

Second panel of Judges.

& The competiton began.

This screen shows what is aired on National Televsion! Reihana & I actually appeared for a short while. Hhahahh! Did anyone happen to see us?!

First up was Marc Sabourin-Germain from Canada.

Hyong Ii Myong from North Korea.

Qiu Bo from China.

Paez Robert from Venezuela.

Tim Pyritz from Germany.

Reihana's favourite; Ivan Garcia from Mexico.

Ooi Tze Liang from Malaysia.

& Last but not least, presenting to you my favourtie,

Oleksandr Bondar from Ukraine!

This boy was sitting in front of us & he's so adorable!

We were given score cards to support the divers and this little boy took two number 9 score cards and yelled "99!"

Hmm, I wonder who's Rei looking at.

Ahhh should have known! Her Mexican.

I caught him cleaning himself. HAHHAHA.

& Who am I snapping away at?!

My Ukraine boy of course!

HE'S SO FUCKING HOT.

I caught him cleaning himself too! Hahahah!

& I realized he likes to wash himself. Heh heh.

Camera men on top. Look at the umbrella. Hahaha!

Final scores. My Ukraine boy came in second :D

He went home with a Silver after the Finals in the evening!

I was hoping to see Thomas Daley watching the competition but he wasn't there. The American diver, Michael Hixon, and the Italian Diver, Giovanni Tocci, were there though!!!!

Michael Hixon!

Giovanni Tocci.

Let me tell you a secret; He & I had like 5 seconds of eye contact before I started blushing and turned away. HAHAHAHAHAA.

This was where Rei started yelling out to me 'cause Oleksandr was like signing stuff and taking pictures in front of us. So we quickly picked up our stuff (leaving our drinks behind 'cause it wasn't important at that point of time) and tried to run after him. But each time we got nearer he got further away and soon he disappeared somewhere. My mood went from being over the moon to MAJOR DEPRESSION. & All Rei did was laugh ): Never truly understood the meaning of "so near yet so far" till that day!

Being all sad, we went over to the ticketing booth to check if tickets for the Finals were on sale and GUESS WHAT?! We saw the divers, or at least I saw my Oleksandr Bondar & Michael Hixon waiting at one corner for the bus to arrive. So I grabbed Rei's hand and ran across the road to get nearer to them and suddenly stopped 'cause I realized I'd be like an idiot if I just went up to take photos with them. I mean, no other people were there 'cept for 3 girls in their school uniforms. So yeah, naturally it'd be a tad awkward. But Rei, being the brave Twin, pulled me and went up to Oleksandr Bondar to ask for a photo! Hahahha yay!

He looks so manly from afar but is so tiny when beside me.

He's like 169cm and is a year younger than I.

After taking photos with Oleksanar Bondar, we saw Michael Hixon taking photos with the three girls in uniforms so we decided to go take one with him too! His bus arrived and he needed to leave so we had to hurry. I was blushing and all 'cause HE HAD HIS ARMS AROUND OUR WAISTS. The girl who took the photo for us did such a horrible job 'cause she didn't wait for me to be ready. She just simply snapped ): But oh well, I have a photo with Hixon and he placed his arms around my waist! I couldn't ask for more!! :D

Michael Hixon's like 170cm and is 2 years younger than I.

He looks so mature though. & His eyes are so blue they give you that electric shock when you look at him right in the eyes. His eyes are the kind where you'll fall for him with just one look and I think Rei & I kinda caught it. Hahahahah!

I got so excited I started calling people excitedly to tell them about what happened. Hahaha. Tania was one of them and she was all like "Are you serious?!"

After much hyperventilating we decided to head to Cineleisure to catch Inception. I know we're like really late in watching it but we promised to watch it with each other and we kept it (: Hahaha!

Had Pastamania for lunch!

Was still hyperventilating and expressed it over Twitter making everyone jealous. Was busy Tweeting that we couldn't finish our food on time and was late for the movie. Hahaha!

My excited + eating + tweeting face.

Inception, like finally.

Inception wasn't too bad. Wasn't mind-fucked as bad as I thought I would be. It was pretty easy to understand. Just that the ending kinda confused me a little 'cause I couldn't figure out if he still was in a dream.

Rei had to rush home 'cause her Mum started nagging but we decided to take a quick Neoprint since we haven't done one in ages!

Hahaha I realize our poses are so much better as compared to those taken way back but we seem to have lost our decorating skills.

Love the yellow neoprint! (:

Bought Frolicks with mochi and milo nuggest since I've been such a pig these days and cabbed back to Toa Payoh 'cause Rei needed to buy some stuff.

By the time we reached Toa Payoh it was 7.30pm so I decided to try my luck, again, and see if I could get tickets for the Finals. But man, when I reached, there were like 70 or so people in front of me and the YOG volunteer said that my chances of getting tickets are very low. So after about 10 minutes I decided to give up. Anyway, I think the Finals would have been too crowded and I highly doubt I'd be able to take photos with them like how I did during the Preliminary Rounds so yeahhh~ I saw my favourite divers 'cept for Daley that is. I took pictures of the 3 of them and even managed to take photos with 2 of them too! I couldn't ask for more, seriously!

I shall end this post with the hottest photo of whole competition. I feel like biting him when I see this!

So. Fucking. Hot.

P.s/ As I watching watching the competitors dive, I asked Reihana this question. "Do you think they shave?" Hahaha twas a pretty random question. Honestly though, I kinda reckon they do! If not it'll be all um, hairy.

Day 06

2010-08-23T23:32:00.007+08:00

Favourite super hero and why.

I don't really have any favourite super hero to be honest. I wanted to put Batman for some weird reason at first but then nahhhh. Just because some people I know like Batman doesn't mean that Batman's my favourite too, right?

So I decided to go ~~Lougle~~ Google "Favourite super hero" & I came across a Which Super Hero Are You? quiz and decided to do it. Here are my results.

So it seems like Batman & I wouldn't make very good friends after all huh? & I have no idea who Supergirl and Green Lantern is. Wonder Woman kind of reminds me of Xena. & Apparently Xena appeared in the hit television series, Hercules, whom I believe is a super hero too? Or perhaps not. I don't know much about Wonder Woman other than the fact that she's a wonderful woman. But I guess I'll go with Wonder Woman because the quiz tells me that she and I are 73% similar. Which, in other words, means that I am a beautiful princess with a great strength of character and that I am equally wonderful. Heh.

School on the Daley!

2010-08-22T23:57:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA I THINK MY BLOG TITLE TODAY IS SO COOL & AWESOME. Allow me to explain for those of you who don't quite get it. This post is going to be all about my daily school days from last week. & For those of you on Twitter, y'all would know that I am currently in this MAJOR THOMAS DALEY OBSESSION and I am so totally dying to see him. Reihana and I were thinking of going down for the Preliminary rounds and Finals for the Youth Men's 10m Platform on Tuesday but I just found out that Daley is not participating for that! ): His last event was the 3m Springboard which took place today AND I FREAKING MISSED IT. I am so sad right now. But I am praying that even though Daley is not participating, he'll at least be there to you know, watch the competition. Heh :P The Ukraine diver, Italian diver and American Diver are rather handsome too! Heh heh. I am keeping a close eye on them! I still can't believe I missed watching Daley live in action though! It's a once in a life time opportunity and I guess if I wanna see him live next time, I'll have to fly to some other country. Sighhhh ):

Anyway, back to my blog title, given my current obsession over Daley and this post being related to my daily school activities, I used Daley instead of Daily. HAHAH GET IT NOW?! Man, I am like so awesome!

School's been the usual, fun in our own retarded ways. Tuesday was a Learning Journey and we had to travel all the way to Pasir Ris to check out this centre as part of our Field Practicum. Aidah, Syaf & Sanam were in the 1st session while Fatin, Wana & I were in the second so after our session, we went to find the rest who were all sleeping at Sanam's house. Lazy suckers. Finally got our asses out of her house and made it to school on time.

This is our awesome drawing.

I think it was the prettiest among all the groups. HAHAHAH.

Wednesday was another trip. This time it was a trip to the other side of Singapore, the West Coast. The five of us, Sanam, Syaf, Aidah, Fatin & I arrived late though. We had difficulty finding the place 'cause Theresa gave us the wrong bus number. What a muddle head! Wanted to camwhore along the sea front and all that shit but it started raining. So we took a bus back ride back to school that took nearly an hour or so.

Playing at the playground before it started pouring.

The class.

Bus ride back to school!

Sanam's bra strap came off.

Hahaha what a dope!

I like this photo though it's blurry.

Had Subway and then fried Mars Bars.

MAN, THEY ARE JUST SOOOO GOOD.

Back to school and I guess no one was in the "So now it's time for theory" mood. Syaf texted me the previous day saying "Please paint my non-existent fingernails tomorrow." Hahahah she's so funneh sometimes! So I brought a couple of colours for her to choose from and she chose this blue that I didn't really like at first.

Syaf's yummy blue nails.

But after applying it on her and everything, I fell in love with it! Hahaha it's such a yummy shade of blue. But I think it only looks good on short and nicely trimmed nails, not nails as long and witch-like like mine. Syaf thought that they were so yummy that after applying it on her nails, I caught her sticking her tongue out as though trying to lick some ice cream. HAHAHAHAA. Told you she's so funneh. After class was a 40DOF Leader's Meeting so I met Clarissa & the rest after for dinner.

Thursday was Sports. Didn't go for it though. I came in the afternoon and was nearly late for my 40DOF group. But with the grace of God, I made it time and finished everything on time! Yay! Though I had to skip Ice Breakers, I think it went all well (: After Sports, we went hunting for materials for our learning corner that we have to set-up this coming Wednesday. Didn't know that Daiso had closed down at Plaza Singapura so we shopped at Spotlight instead.

Sanam and the rest are interested in taking up hip-hop dance lessons so before heading over to find materials at Plaza Singapura, we went to check out some dance studios around our area. Hahaha retards.

Finding materials.

Fatin & I were in our own land looking for our own thing and camwhoring.

HAHAHAHA. I'ma Princess yo!

Photo on the left: Amazing material that Fatin found which looked like a Maxi.

Photo on the right: Fatin's Bachelorette Party Crew hat!

Skipped attachment on Friday and went over to Sanam's house to get things for our learning corner settled. The mess we made was insane.

Syaf lying in the mess.

This was after a little clean up was done.

Syaf bought funnels for some weird reason.

Yes, that is me pigging away.

Yati! Hahaha Sanam's maid.

OUR HUGE ICE CREAM!

It's meant to be covered in red!

Everyone felt like eating Ice Cream after this. HAHAHA.

Group photos before we all left her place!

YAY! So that summed up my school week (: After Sanam's I ran home and then out again to meet Jia Chiu and headed for Cell. I learnt something new that day; That Andre cannot lie. & Everyone went home knowing how huge my hips are. HAHAHAHA. I love my Cell man, I really do! (: Had Supper at J8's Mac after that Cinnamon Melts never tasted so good before!

Saturday was my slack day where I slept in and pigged out during dinner. Dad left for Macau today and he dropped me off at Church while on his way to the Airport in the morning! Hahah he was shocked by the amount of people! (: Was given a whole lecture on how I should sleep early and all that. Sigh. I really want to ): I just am not disciplined enough. & It honestly sucks.

Rachel's 21st!

2010-08-20T00:24:00.022+08:00

Photolog

It was Rachel's 21st Birthday celebrations last Saturday. Wasn't a very grand celebration 'cause she just invited people who are close to her like us, her school friends, family and a few other friends of hers.

I took the opportunity to wear heels that day and I think it was a little too tall. Hahahah! Guys said I looked like Xena the Warrior Princess and that the top I wore looked like her armor. Joel started calling me Xenali after that -.- I went home to Google Xena the Warrior Princess and this is what I found.

Couldn't find a bigger picture.

Don't see how she looks like me at all.

The girls!

Girls plus the Birthday girl and her sister!

Not all the guys with the Birthday girl.

LOL @ Jack. He's a total retard.

Joel being a greedy pig.

Candice!

Chantel & Jia Chiu.

LOL! This is Jia Chiu going "Eh very nice leh!" after eating the brownie.

I realized for such a skinny girl, she actually eats A LOT.

The guys.

Amos & Jia Chiu.

Doing some pose thingum.

Candice's cool hairstyle.

Jia Chiu being retarded.

Jia Chiu's attempt #1 at not looking retarded but still looking very retarded.

Jia Chiu's attempt #2 at not looking retarded and succeeding.

Rachel's enormous cake made by her Uncle.

Family photo!

Family photo #2

Family photo #3

Family photo #4

Rachel cutting the huge cake!

& Finally I shall end off with a photo of the Cell! (: Yay!

(Not all present though)